Saturday, January 30, 2010

My Undeniable Amelia Coincidences

This may very well be the MOST DIFFICULT piece of honesty, truth-telling, and 'proof' of 're-incarnation' that I ever make.  It's so very compelling and unbelievable for so many of us.  And at age 14, even after my first 'past-life memory' of a life I lived in the late 1800's, I still did not really believe...

But now, after all the coincidences are so clear as to be nearly undeniable facts, I'll show you the 'unicorn,' so that you may judge as you will...  It's all true.


The Amelia Coincidental Facts & Likenesses In My Life:

1)  Born 7.2.56, 2pm, 19 years to the day of A.E. disappearance on 7.2.37, and 9 years from the day of Roswell, 7.2.47.  ( This date is now changed on the Internet to: 7.4.47, sometime during the past two years since I've been online, 07/2007- Present ). 

2)  756.2 cubits, is the length of each side of the Great Pyramid, if you can wrap-your-mind around that bit of numerology...  It has something to do with the Earth-Human magnetic field, and resonance, as scientists are finding out... and hopefully using BENEVOLENTLY...
(In my personal case / life scenario, it was NOT used benevolently, not toward me, anyway...)

3)  Congenital space between two front teeth, same as A.E.

4)  Initials, K.S., and A.E. from Kansas (KS), Atchinson  (For the sake of noticing details, I've always thought my 'chin' was too pronounced for my tiny head, frame, and facial profile... :)  Also, 'a. c.' was a helpful figure to me in this life...

5)  A.E. attempted to be honest to a fault, exactly like me.

6)  I was given a World Globe as a gift from my mother for my 7th B-day, same as A.E. got a World Globe from her father, for her 7th B-day...  And as all children probably are, I was amazed by it, so much that I whispered to myself on the inspiration breath, 'huuhh !, a globe ! :>O)) !'  And I had peeked, so I was alone when I found it...  Later, to my mom's disappointment when I told her the truth after I opened it...  telling her even, how much I was amazed with it...  but she was still sorry at missing it, my reaction...  She would not have seen it anyway, because I hide my truest amazements from the whole world, in self-protection... as I know now...  Even tho' in this life, I have been forced to attempt to share my inner-most personal joys...  Words just don't do them justice: not in feeling, understanding, or truth...  

(Everyone takes so much for granted, that it's impossible to hold the sacred, even within one's self, without somebody trying to tear it out of you, to prove themselves to themselves, and enforce the 'objectification' of 'reality'...)

7)  I was given a soft-aqua-blue leather 'Amelia Earhart' small overnight suitcase when I was six, by my godmother, and it was the favorite possession of my whole life.  It gave me a sense of personal privacy, even tho' that is something of which I have had NONE in this life.  

I expected gentility, socially, from my family, and amongst my generation in this lifetime, and found almost absolutely NONE... also.  It has been a post-wwii horror for me, as well as for almost everyone else, as we all seem to be feeling it...  (I was 'dead' to earth during it...) Yet, I think I understand what it was really about: the theft of human-soul, unseen magnetics... (and not just 'humans' from 'humans' EITHER...)  And that competition for unseen 'magnetics,' is STILL going on...  

Life is magnetics.  And so is the Earth, Light itself, and our brain / nervous system processes...  Even our souls are magnetic...  If that 'magnetism' is stolen with rape and murder, then the hope of a benevolent earth or sky, is impossible...
  
I wonder if we as a species and a planet can ever recover ourselves from it all...  I wish we would...  and could, and will...

8)  I was terrified at having to learn to swim at the 'Pacific' Coast Club huge, indoor, olympic-sized, choppy, pool, when I was age 7.  I cried doing it.

9)  My father had flown with the u.s. airforce in korea, before I was born, and when I was very small, about age 4, my parents took me to a Blue Angels show.  I fell in love with it, but had no desire to 'fly' in an airplane, whatsoever, although at age 6 mos, I received a certificate from American Airlines for having been a young flyer, for our move from MO to AZ.  I saw another Blue Angels show at Edwards AFB, felt very uncomfortable in the wind there all afternoon.  Chuck Yeager was at that show.  I saw a B52, how huge it was, but did not, and never could relate to its purposes...  was unfathomable for me...

11)  All flights in my life have been extremely 'intuitive' for me.  I'm almost always 'right' about them, and can 'psychically,' FEEL them, and even have a sense of psychic 'control' over the safety of flights with my feelings during the  flight.  (Don't really enjoy it, although its safety is so much improved...)  I enjoyed Richard Bach's books about barnstorming more than any actual flights, except perhaps the flight I took from HI back to CA, was exceptionally beautiful...  That leg was the last one, that A.E. missed by two legs...


12)  Once, recently, the most confirming of my A.E. experiences to me, was an aerial photo of an area of the So. Pacific, pillow-clouds everywhere in perfect geometric formation, as far as the eye could see, over the whole of the ocean that could barely be seen beneath them, was so dizzying to me, like an exact body-memory...  Every single time I looked at it, I was absolutely so surprised how dizzying it made me feel.

13)  What's been one of the most important things to me personally and privately in this life, is how the sun feels, ozone feels, and the amount of oil-burning, coal-burning, and explosions we have done over the past 53 years of my life-time, and during the 72 years since A.E.'s lifetime.  I can't believe how BAD the atmosphere / air FEELS to me now, compared to how great it felt to me as a child in Arizona. (1956-1962)

I wish to God, we could remedy it
IMMEDIATELY, but no one seems to be willing or able to overcome the oil industry, due to 'finances,' world-over.  


It's a very sad state of affairs.  I wish the whole planet of people's would immediately come together to find a solution, or we will be absolutely doomed from our own carelessness.  DREAM, LIVE, BUT ALSO DO WHAT IS RIGHT.  It is NOT right to NOT be able to properly feel the sun and the atmosphere due to too much oil and coal burning...  It desensitizes us all to the real, incredible, beauty that we are standing IN, and upon...


14)  The funniest (and also worst) coincidence of A.E. in my life, is of the Nut Tree Restaurant, between San Francisco and Sacramento, CA, that now, no longer exists, shut down due to fast-food and rising costs to run the wonderful place.  It was (is) a farm for Fruit and Nut Trees, and had an airfield.  I first visited the place with my friends when I was 15, and felt so comfortable and in love with it, that I never, ever felt like I wanted to leave, and in my mind, never did leave...  Years later, I revisited the Nut Tree, before it was forced to shut down.  I was alone.  I spent about 2 hours inside the upstairs portion of the gift shop, which was dedicated to Amelia Earhart.  It hadn't been there as a museum to her when I was 15...  well, 'fruits' and 'nuts,' you get the idea...  Right after that visit, my car was taken in 're-possession,' and the bombs flew THE NEXT DAY for Desert Storm...  Who do you think they are 'possessing' ?  Why did the Navy's vessel Itasca not have absolute assurance they would be able to track Amelia ?  I submit, it was not her fault, but theirs.  And there could also be underlying 'political' reasons for not letting a woman be the first to circum-flight-navigate the 'globe...'  

Talk about the magnetics of the magnanimous, 'sacred feminine' being compromised by politics: (jealousy, control, hate and murder...).  Talk about soul-theft: theft of magnetics and joy, used for 'war' and killing instead...  I submit, this has now been going on with me for 3,000 years, and I am f-kg tired of it, endlessly repeating itself, and on top of it, then being BLAMED for it. )

15)  Another factor:  Amelia could have just decided she would acquiesce to the government's, et al, 'request' that she not complete her world circumnavigation flight, because she was tired of the 'fame,' as this is more than suggested in the latest documentary, (2009) that she did live on quietly, under another identity.  One of her friends claimed to 'recognize' her, and he was jovially positive.  The woman in question would not submit to fingerprint tests, and denied she was A.E., publicly to the press, when she was pressed. 




I have probably forgotten something, and may have to return to tell more here...

16)  In 1974, when I was 17, I was visited by 3 UFO 'Light Ship Saucers' outside my house.  I did not believe in UFO phenomenon at that time, but within two months of my stating to my mom that I thought sitings were a 'hoax,' I was 'visited.'  It wasn't scary.  In fact, it was quite pleasant, but a bit over-the-top experientially, as there is not much one can do with an experience like that !  Within a year and a half later, I was working at a Planetarium, and had breakfast with Dr. Werner von Braun as a freshman in college.  (My website has greater details of these two experiences, under the 'Spiritual Experiences' Article.)





16)  O' yeah.  Same as A.E., the 'elders' around me for my child-abuse, receipt of my souls energy were even the same names as those in A.E.'s life:  Frank & Eleanor... (of all the possible names, that could be included in my life...)  And later childhood friends:  George and Gene, no less...

The ruling 'powers' or blood-lines on this planet KNOW the sacred in humans exists.  It is our inherent ability to transparentize experientially and with our environment and even our own consciousness, that we are largely unaware of its Truer Nature, WITH Nature. It is EXTREMELY subtle, and not letting it be such, DESTROYS IT...  That 'consciousness' that we are unaware of individually and collectively: We are connected ONLY BY the Flower of Life behavior, IS what they are stealing from us, and using to maintain themselves...  It's just that they rape it, physically, in order to access and utilize the 'magnetic soul resonance,' for their own sense of 3D stability and CONTROL of the planetary eco-system AND humans, and their own 'paradigm,' of life...  Their 'control,' obviously, seems to be far beyond their own endless attempts to 'control,' and that are now far, far, out-of-'control.'  And yet, they insist that it is ME who is 'out-of-control' for exposing them, their MURDER of the same soul endlessly, and absolutely, wiping their ass with me...

How I deal with it, is to attempt to be magnanimous, but unwaveringly truthful, but it mostly falls on deaf ears, who do not see the purpose of emulating such behavior...  If we all did this, perhaps we will all be able to come through 2012 without pandemonium, on the part of the 'controllers.'  (It does 'work,' I have noticed.)

sincerely and truthfully yours, lotusalivelight  
(to ameliorate...)


More on the 'Philistinian Philosophy':


1) It is based on John Stewart Mill's edict of Manifest Destiny, "The greatest happiness for the greatest number,' and 'Man's 'right' to conquest of Nature / Indiginous People's,' which should sound a lot 'crazy' to us these days, but which is STILL going on in Science...  Since they did NOT KNOW how to do the Flower of Life, Equit-ability with 3rd Dimension, AND STILL DO NOT ! ! !  So what that means, is that those whose souls are closer to full-attainment with self-realization, and self-actualization, must PAY with their bodies, lives, magnetics, souls, for those who are not yet at 'self-with-others-realization.'  THIS IS nothing more than 'FALSE WITNESS' unto ALL, if it is done to one, hence endless in-equit-ability, that can never become balanced.  WE MUST DO IT, and BALANCE WITH IT, and PARTICIPATE with IT.  The greatest of humilities is required from humanity, FOR humanity.  It is what the ancient 'Egyptians' did have: RESONANCE with 'peace for all.'  This realization, FOR ALL, allowed for the ultimate human / and humane resonance.  We could at least attempt it.


Manifest Destiny has caused the greatest of ego-maniacal disrespect from humans, toward humans and toward the planetary living eco-system where even the inanimate, has consciousness, and maybe even GREATER consciousness than 'ours,' but which we have turned up-side-down, in our stupidity and fears and neediness of one understanding of how we are to behave in life...  


If you have read the Art of War, by Sun Tsu (Tzu), it is NOT the art of war they are discussing, but rather the equitable sharing / rationing of resources in common sense toward survival / benevolence toward ALL humans, and WITHIN the confines of ALL of their personalities being SUBJECT TO THE FLOWER OF LIFE BEHAVIOR.  If we CARE about our culture, then we will need to nurture, understand, and work at it, or IT, Earth and Sky, will ALL be unreasonable toward us...


(The ma-roon dodge die-nasty, just took its piece of me.  How can I possibly continue to pay, lifetime after lifetime for these hateful ills of humanity, when nothing ever changes, and the 'devil' does nothing but laugh, and steal, party, and murder those of us who have trained ourselves enough to be BORN, automatically doing this 
work ? ? ?  How can the FEW continue to PAY for the ignorant, because they are 'jealous' of our 'power,' that IS the whole of the material universes 'power,' that we have simply been willing to WORK AT aligning our own personal selves with ?)

If we expect 'the goddess,' then we must BE THE GODDESS, and the GOD.  No one seems to believe it is so... anymore...



Ah well, I already know I'm falling on insatiable denial, that will never stop its
insistence that it is right to rape, instead of do...  It's easier that way, for them.  And 3,000 years of rape has not been enough...
It's not THEM who are hurting, by any means.  (Har, It's a question of degree and magnitude as to who is 'hurting' the most, the ignorant or the 'wise,' har...)  And never will they even notice their OWN 'hurt,' much less ours, as long as they control someone like me, (and all who are like me, thereby, and therewith...) with rape and murder alive, knowing where and when and who is re-incarnating 'for them...' and 'to possess.'

Do you know that I cannot even spend anytime zoning my mind in rest and peace without this 'bird-finger' PUSHER BITCH-RAPE Nazi Filth ALL OVER ME, threatening my whole life on a daily basis?   It's so ludicrous, it's incredulous, and impossible, for me...

IF I DON'T TELL THEM OFF, WHEN WILL THEY EVER STOP HURTING ME, AND THEREBY, THEMSELVES ? ? 


[Get off me forever, bird, satan dyke murder FINGER, you demonati of hell on Earth, dirty works, magnetic murder ENDLESS BIRD FINGER SHIT.  CEASE AND DESIST YOU FILTHY RAPIST NAZI DYKES, Cher the 'cherry' thieving FILTH-FINGER !] 

Do you know, they are ALL SO STUPID and SO COMPLACENT, and SO EGO-RIDDEN, and self-confident that they cannot be caught in this endless repetition of murder and rape, that is now 3,000 years old, that even they are afraid they will be 'blamed' for wwii, and all these wars...  And so, they rape, so as not to have to face the far-out ACTUAL TRUTH, that they have endlessly pushed me to death and raped me, with their own Fascism !  And then, they threaten my whole life with a 'female-demonati' 'bird-finger,' and refuse to even acknowledge it on every account, much less, ADMIT THE FACTS, and sit there in endless devil of denials ! ? 

I don't want to defend myself with these imbeciles who endlessly rape me, ANYMORE.  This 'sh..' is coming from 'the prince and princess of darkness, baby-raping liars, 'on high,' since no 'bird' has this kind of endless harassment 'power.'  And apparently, no 'bird' has the power to STOP the endless harassment against me, either.  No one wants to ADMIT THE TRUTH, NOT ONE.  Except me, and I, of course, look like a fool against their all-powerful magnetic media of 'broad ' - cast crap.


They think all my lifetime's worth of work is easy for me, and just a joke.  Why ?  Why is because what you have just read here is INTANGIBLE, cannot be 'objectified,' and made MATERIAL, which is all 'they' are concerned with, GREED...  not FAITH, and right behavior...  NON-DESTRUCTION...  They have made ALL of life a sex-murder JOKE.  And all they do is LIE about it.

~l.a.l. 


DO THE FLOWER OF LIFE, HUMAN(E) ! :

1) Sincerity, 2) Truthfulness, 
3) Benevolence, 4) Equality: (equal respect with all living things, 'thou shalt not kill,' not even an insect if at all possible !) = JUSTICE, 5) Courtesy: (*especially if we disagree !)


And yes, I am from Bob Marley's neck of the woods in golden Andromeda, and Jah loves me as a light-flyer !  WE FLY THE LIGHT !  WHEN, and only WHEN, we do the Flower of Life !  'As above, so below: As below, so above'  ~with love from Ta-hote !




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