I've never been so completely exhausted over trying to explain how to change the ideologies of the 'human condition,' in my entire life. When people who call themselves human beings purposely harm another, without ever taking the time to SEE the 'other' clearly, their own 'belligerence' stands in their way, and they can't enjoy any other, or themselves, for stepping on their own two feet.
In my own life, I find myself endlessly paying for my pedophile 'stranger' & my mother who set it up, & allowed it, and for every single other person connected to my family, who happened to receive the 'energy' of my murder alive by a pedophile thief of my soul. I am also as an adult finding myself paying for the whole Catholic Church who practices pedophiliac harms as a way of life, in order to 'balance' those souls who wish to do evils at the expense of all good souls, & when they find a cache of an overly good, knowledgeable soul, scape-goat that soul to the maximum penalty of PAYMENT for all evils on this earth. Then there are the souls who have 'successfully' managed to 'switch sides' out the the Catholic paradigm, that is planet-wide, who also have reason(s) to commit atrocious evils of theft of others souls & hard-won personal soul-work. In all of this, it is not possible to even approach 'paying the bills' for mankinds BLINDNESSES. Human beings have LOST THEMSELVES COMPLETELY IN DOING HARMS TO SOMEONE, AS A PERCEIVED NEED FOR 'JUSTICE,' or 'VENGEANCE,' when in fact, they've missed the point and purpose of SELF-REFLECTION ALTOGETHER. Their evils have the audacity to say, 'What are ya gonna do about it ?' The answer ? NOTHING CAN BE DONE ABOUT IT. You can commit evil & harms to others until you're blue in the face, & it won't CHANGE YOU. Only YOU can CHANGE YOU. But the MINDS of these who insist on traditionally harming others have been DAMAGED. They can no longer THINK from point A to point B & SEE IN ADVANCE THE RESULTING point C. At the highest levels, it stopped being practiced & taught, LONG AGO, I guess, which is why it is so lost, buried & hard to find these days. Instead, the 'game' afoot is purposeful back-stabbing, and totally un-nurturing BLAME. And LAME IT IS.
It is a fact, that everyone is born 'innocent,' or unknowing of the harms they do. The more harms done, the more 'evils' & harms repeat themselves, to the point that humanity has LOST the ability to be reasonable. To have no redeeming qualities is nothing to be proud of, & yet it is found in top places by those who have an energy they did not earn, but over hundreds of years, garnered by the 'raping, murdering, secret, racist, 'rules' that have been set in motion... And that as I can see now, cannot be stopped, unless humanity itself were to choose to make the valiant effort to stop it. I don't see that they will. They NEED a 'leader' and that 'leader' is box-following for all the idiocy & insensitivity they've created, along with their 'leader,' the devil his-ugly-self, who LOVES this 'power' he weilds over the stupidity & insensitivity he has 'created.' THIS IS NOT CREATION. THIS, IS NOTHING BUT DESTRUCTION. Personally, I won't ever stand for it again myself, when they make the attempt to LIE to get me to reincarnate to 'help' them solve the STUPID PROBLEMS of non-loving, non-tolerance, over-taking all good that would flower, were it left alone, & intact to do so. I'd have never thought 'humanity' was too STUPID to have this ability. But in the Babylon we have now, I KNOW WE ARE TOO STUPID TO CHANGE IT... And it's quite sad, because DOING CREATION, is so much easier, so much more universal, sets all souls free to real freedom, and real goodness. Were we ever to go there again, we just might find ourselves absolutely astounded... In Sincerity, Truthfulness, Benevolence, Equality & Courtesy, lost-alive-lights of who we really are, Love & Learning & Nothing But Those Are Required.
In my own life, I find myself endlessly paying for my pedophile 'stranger' & my mother who set it up, & allowed it, and for every single other person connected to my family, who happened to receive the 'energy' of my murder alive by a pedophile thief of my soul. I am also as an adult finding myself paying for the whole Catholic Church who practices pedophiliac harms as a way of life, in order to 'balance' those souls who wish to do evils at the expense of all good souls, & when they find a cache of an overly good, knowledgeable soul, scape-goat that soul to the maximum penalty of PAYMENT for all evils on this earth. Then there are the souls who have 'successfully' managed to 'switch sides' out the the Catholic paradigm, that is planet-wide, who also have reason(s) to commit atrocious evils of theft of others souls & hard-won personal soul-work. In all of this, it is not possible to even approach 'paying the bills' for mankinds BLINDNESSES. Human beings have LOST THEMSELVES COMPLETELY IN DOING HARMS TO SOMEONE, AS A PERCEIVED NEED FOR 'JUSTICE,' or 'VENGEANCE,' when in fact, they've missed the point and purpose of SELF-REFLECTION ALTOGETHER. Their evils have the audacity to say, 'What are ya gonna do about it ?' The answer ? NOTHING CAN BE DONE ABOUT IT. You can commit evil & harms to others until you're blue in the face, & it won't CHANGE YOU. Only YOU can CHANGE YOU. But the MINDS of these who insist on traditionally harming others have been DAMAGED. They can no longer THINK from point A to point B & SEE IN ADVANCE THE RESULTING point C. At the highest levels, it stopped being practiced & taught, LONG AGO, I guess, which is why it is so lost, buried & hard to find these days. Instead, the 'game' afoot is purposeful back-stabbing, and totally un-nurturing BLAME. And LAME IT IS.
It is a fact, that everyone is born 'innocent,' or unknowing of the harms they do. The more harms done, the more 'evils' & harms repeat themselves, to the point that humanity has LOST the ability to be reasonable. To have no redeeming qualities is nothing to be proud of, & yet it is found in top places by those who have an energy they did not earn, but over hundreds of years, garnered by the 'raping, murdering, secret, racist, 'rules' that have been set in motion... And that as I can see now, cannot be stopped, unless humanity itself were to choose to make the valiant effort to stop it. I don't see that they will. They NEED a 'leader' and that 'leader' is box-following for all the idiocy & insensitivity they've created, along with their 'leader,' the devil his-ugly-self, who LOVES this 'power' he weilds over the stupidity & insensitivity he has 'created.' THIS IS NOT CREATION. THIS, IS NOTHING BUT DESTRUCTION. Personally, I won't ever stand for it again myself, when they make the attempt to LIE to get me to reincarnate to 'help' them solve the STUPID PROBLEMS of non-loving, non-tolerance, over-taking all good that would flower, were it left alone, & intact to do so. I'd have never thought 'humanity' was too STUPID to have this ability. But in the Babylon we have now, I KNOW WE ARE TOO STUPID TO CHANGE IT... And it's quite sad, because DOING CREATION, is so much easier, so much more universal, sets all souls free to real freedom, and real goodness. Were we ever to go there again, we just might find ourselves absolutely astounded... In Sincerity, Truthfulness, Benevolence, Equality & Courtesy, lost-alive-lights of who we really are, Love & Learning & Nothing But Those Are Required.
