May 14, 2010, Friday
Alright, I've Had ENOUGH
of Being USED
by the Nazi Regime
by the Nazi Regime
of Child-Rapers
AND
POLITIC WORLD DISORDER
POLITIC WORLD DISORDER
Let it be said for the RECORD, that I despise the CATHOLIC CHURCH OF NAZI SEX-MARAUDER RAPISTS FOR THEIR WORLD POLITICS OF RAPE AND MURDER.... I am so sick of this life of BULLSHIT, of mine that has become WORLDWIDE PROBLEMS, and THROWN ON MY BACK, and all the rotten Political AND Social HORRORS, including my murder alive, that has been going on with regard to me: A Mother (J-Belligerent-BullShit-Scorpion-Janet-J-fucked-K, kim, me, with a 'bang-finger' jfk, FILTH, killing me with him...), who rapes her daughter with a 'stranger-at-MY HOME, demon-dyke finger' causing ME to be forced to face the 'karma' of the abuser, instead of my OWN, and a Father and Brother who none-the-wiser, carry on their Bruce-Wayne-Robin-Ben (my families NAMES) lives, while spending 50 years unknowingly raping their own family member ALIVE, to DEATH, in denial and FALSE HIS-HER-STORY; a brother and father, who continually rape their own daughter & sister, FOR External / Material POWER, stolen from INTERNAL 'Power' that has simply CHOSEN to align with Creation, NOT Destruction, and who CARE NOT, 'SEE' not, that they are doing this: (Satan's LIES AND RAPE are represented in my life by ALL German & Italian Cars, & ALL 'Foreign' Cars, especially, SAAB-Social-As-pen-penis-social-rape after the 1996 failed Election, in my life), and the effects of the child-rape that started it. I am FINALLY here, now telling ALL OF YOU the CRAP that has gone on with regard to me, AND that has caused TONS OF WORLD PROBLEMS TO BECOME SO BLATENTLY APPARENT TO ME, so that perhaps there is the hope, that one shining non-world-order-day, it will become apparent to YOU, enough so that YOU can help me STOP IT, ALL OF IT, with your Honor (Honesty), Care (Benevolence toward all of Life, in Balance & Wisdom, NON-USURPMENT), and your Trust that doing these things brings LIKE RESPONSE from Nature, the Universe ITSELF. Your RESPECT OF ONE ANOTHER'S LOVES, and LIVES, and YOUR NON-FOLLOWING OF BABY-RAPE REGIMES, of theft of personal soul and LIFE-ENERGY, REAL LIFE-ENERGY, MAGNETICS, that NONE OF US CAN SEE, BUT THAT IS THERE WITH ALL OF 'Creation' as we experience it in 3D, IS REQUIRED, to stop harming YOURSELVES.
I'VE HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH OF THIS DISHONEST BULLSHIT ON MY BACK WITH THIS GENERATION OF INHUMANE BEINGS, TO LAST ME A THOUSAND LIFETIMES...
Over the past year alone, I've been forced to deal with the following personalities PSY-KICK-LEE (psychically):::::: The current 'Ben' Pope, (both the White 'Light' and 'Dark' Popes), Donald Trump, Ben Bernake, 'W': George W. Bush, Dick Cheney, Tom Hanks, Russell Crowe, (and his wife who looks and behaves like my child-abuser 'female'...and Russell himself, who looks like my little brother...), Andy Garcia, Andie MacDowell, (two twittering canaries, that they are...), Gwyneth Paltrow, (pirhana chewing on my FACE), Kevin Spacey, Viggo Mortensen, NASA, The Moon, The Sun... and this is, not to mention, my mother, the chief of police who brought her, and my own two lovers, who have caused catastrophies with their mis-perception of ME, and infidelity toward me WITH that misperception, that was caused BY the INFIDEL of their own DISHONESTY TO BEGIN WITH (!): 1) the Iraq War, with his infidelity to me, and the other lover who caused BOTH the 2) T-SUE-U-NAME-I (Bart's-crap), and 3) Her-Rich-Rick-Anus Hurricanes, with HIS infidelity to me, AND HIS GIRLFRIEND, the horror IDIOT bitch, as well, and ALL COMING FROM THE SUN, Sun Valley Corporation, and Sinclair Oil, a problem that began for me in 1992. {Do the 'St. Clair / Sinclair's' SOUND FAMILIAR TO ANY OF YOU TEMPLAR 'Scot' FANS ???} And none of YOU seem to be TALKING, and TRUTH-SAYING, which is what the Sirius-Rising Blue Throat Chakra IS FOR ! ! ! ! ! ! WHY THE FUCK NOT ? ? ? HOW COME IT ONLY FALLS UPON ME, TO TALK TRUTH ? ? ? Could it be because NO ONE is doing TRUTH to Belligerence, because they don't want to give up their positions, to REAL TRUTH ?
That seems to be the TRUTH.
And it's been SO FREAKING BUSY, that I don't even remember if that is ALL who have visited me PSYCHICALLY OVER THE PAST YEAR. (I will correct this, if I remember any more.) It's NOT FUNNY, and I'M REALLY ANGRY ABOUT IT... MY MURDER ALIVE, AND NO ONE STOPPING IT, YOU IGNORANT, LOW-LIFE, FILTH ON EARTH, who allow lies, live in lies, and with lies, and who do not protect the weak, that thereby causes YOU to receive unseen, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, and TOLERANCE, because you have GIVEN IT = 'Power.' That kind of 'power' is UNIVERSAL... ALL LIES, lead to social and physical aberrations IN 3D, and that's just physical LAW.
That seems to be the TRUTH.
And it's been SO FREAKING BUSY, that I don't even remember if that is ALL who have visited me PSYCHICALLY OVER THE PAST YEAR. (I will correct this, if I remember any more.) It's NOT FUNNY, and I'M REALLY ANGRY ABOUT IT... MY MURDER ALIVE, AND NO ONE STOPPING IT, YOU IGNORANT, LOW-LIFE, FILTH ON EARTH, who allow lies, live in lies, and with lies, and who do not protect the weak, that thereby causes YOU to receive unseen, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, and TOLERANCE, because you have GIVEN IT = 'Power.' That kind of 'power' is UNIVERSAL... ALL LIES, lead to social and physical aberrations IN 3D, and that's just physical LAW.
(My 1st Nephew is 'Ben,' and my 2nd Nephew is 'Jack,' by my brother, Wayne. I have no husband, and no children, thanks to child-rape.)
It is the result of my child-rape that has caused these occurrences in my life, and for NO GOOD REASON, other than I have psychic abilities to kick satans hordes out of the Sun, and did so last week, kicked out one of his rapist demons on a gold throne OUT, anyway... And he 'FELL' to earth, boo-ga-looing, like an ancient Mayan Tribal murderer... It was a joke that I should HAVE TO DO THIS FOR OTHERS, when these are NOT MY OWN DEMONS ! ! ! ! But he's 'baaack' as the Satanic FORD CORPORATION, as the Catholic Church. Who else would own the Tesla Patents, except FORD, the magnetic, Catholic Church of 2000 years of Patriarchal baby-fuckers...
Unfortunately, it SMACKS of the filthiest of SEXUAL MARAUDERS AND LIAR, TRICKSTER, SEDUCING RAPISTS, AND LIAR BACK-STABBERS, WHO HAVE NO HONOR, AND NEVER HAVE HAD ANY HONOR, THE CATHOLIC CHURCH, who DO BROADCAST THE RAPE OF SOULS, and incredulously, almost all the people in the world are 'FOLLOWING' THIS RAPING MURDER OF THE GOOD, BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO, for Money and mere Survival ! ! ! The Rapes and Murders ARE MAGNETIC, AND SO IS THEIR BROAD-CASTING, AND SO IS THE EARTH, GET IT ? ? ? And ALL OF YOU FOLLOW THEIR NAZI BOX OF THIS ENDLESS RAPE &
FALSE HIS-HER-STORY, FALSE 'LEADERSHIP' & GENOCIDE & MURDER ! ! ! Call it whatever you will... blame, retribution, IT'S ALL FALSE, AND YOU ARE KISSING SATAN'S ASS FOR ANOTHER ROUND OF HAVING TO PAY SATAN BACK. If you don't think it's true, you're fooling yourselves, YOU IDIOTS. And you ALL better knock it off, and start trusting and caring about ALL of one another, ON YOUR HONOR, and NOT ON SOME NAZI BOX-FOLLOWING RAPE AND MURDER, OF BABES NO LESS ! ! ! GET IT ??? [I hate this earth of complete and total MESS, and THAT is NOT LIKE ME, AT ALL. I was WAYYYY too advanced, joyous in my work, AND in self-made FREEDOM, for the Demon Rapist Filth on this planet...] And all of who I was, was made jealous of, rather than EMULATED. All joys are PERSONAL. 'God', the Universe and beyond, IS PERSONAL. If you steal from it, the Law of 'Equal and Opposite Reaction' results eventually, and inexorably from your own ACTIONS. Treat it all with Respect, as best you can, then you begin to understand what Respect IS, as 'IT' comes BACK... UNSEEN... AND GREATER... Always relinquish your love to the greater physics of the Universe... Doing that is humility to Unconditional Love, or 'god.' It will NEVER HURT YOU, if you are TRUE.
I couldn't possibly even BEGIN to FOLLOW the satanic-360-degrees of FINGER-DYKE NAZI RAPE, PANDAMONIUM OF IGNORANCE, and it's subsequent BROAD-CAST murder THAT HAS BEEN HANDED TO ME BY ALL OF YOU WHO DO FOLLOW THEIR CRAP... AND KISS SATAN'S ASS... DO YOU THINK YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO PAY HIM BACK ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? AGAIN ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
I tried once to 'follow' the 'lead' but it ENSLAVED ME TO WORK FOR IT, THE LESSER, and ALL I EVER GOT FROM IT FOR THE PAST 22 YEARS, SINCE the 1987 'Harmonic Convergence' I MIGHT ADD, IS RAPE AND LIES, AND PEN-IN-K-WRITE IT DOWN, ITALIAN- J-Jesus-James-Joseph-Jew-Janet (my mother's name) as the WHOLE CONSTELLATION OF SCORPIO, clean up our mess for us with your Chinese Taoist Works and Karma, ENFORCEMENT OF SAME with - BillVeeck-PeterVeeck-WillVeeck-Ellen-ChuckVeeck-CharlesChase & WilliamMerrittChase (a teacher to Georgia O'Keefe, and who has a painting in the White House, no less, -ChuckCherryDianeDianaWoodson-HelenChuckReevis-HelenDickTonnemaker-DickAnderson-Tony-Michael-LauraLaNasa-Donna 'Rice' INCEST FILTHY DYKES of the CATHOLIC theft of MY WEDDING, TRUE LOVES, AND WHOLE LIFE, with nothing but CATHOLIC RAPING MURDERERS, who BROADCAST IT, and LIE ABOUT IT, and then, rape me with Saab-Social murder and theft of my WHOLE LIFE as 'ZERO,' by satan-BartBuchalter-Andrew-As-pen-penis-ViggoDen-MarkLaw-Social-RUIN, of not only MY LIFE, BUT THE WHOLE WORLD, WITH ME. Bart look-alikes are EVERYWHERE (V-isa) THAT I GO. HE FOLLOWS ME AND BACK-STABS ME, EVERYWHERE. CAN YOU SEE THESE NAMES REFERRING TO WHAT 'SATAN's' WANT ? ? ? (RICH-($), DICK-(sex), and then the (BILL-(For Satan's PARTY,) no less, am I, and YOU PAYING, with 'Fart-wind' Dick-Daley-Daily Chicago-Endless-MAFIA'S of corruption, to boot, and ON ME, of ALL PEOPLE.) How do you like the Helen-Diana FINGER-DYKE-CULT, SO FAR ? ? ?
Everywhere I go, my child-abuser accuses me of her own SINS, which DON'T EVEN REGISTER WITH ME, BECAUSE I DO NOT THINK OF DOING THOSE
THINGS ! Case in point: It has taken me 50 YEARS to figure OUT THESE EVILS, and THEFT of my goodness, for their 'materiality,' power that is NO POWER by degradation, of themselves and ME, and the Universe of unconditional love, ITSELF.
THIS IS CRAP, AND COMPLETELY UNJUST, that I have been raped and lied to repeatedly, by the lowest of the low of imbecile 'women' on this planet. And ALL OF YOU NEED the INFORMATION, but nothing CHANGES MY PLIGHT, shall we call it THAT ? ? ? Nor, does anything ever turn my unconditional love, back into LOVE for myself, and toward all other human(e)s... AND I have been forced to WASTE MY WHOLE ADULT LIFE ON THIS BLOODY BULLSHIT ????????? FUCK YOU ALL YOUR HARD-HEARTED, BELLIGERENT, IGNORANT, STUPIDITY...
Everywhere I go, my child-abuser accuses me of her own SINS, which DON'T EVEN REGISTER WITH ME, BECAUSE I DO NOT THINK OF DOING THOSE
THINGS ! Case in point: It has taken me 50 YEARS to figure OUT THESE EVILS, and THEFT of my goodness, for their 'materiality,' power that is NO POWER by degradation, of themselves and ME, and the Universe of unconditional love, ITSELF.
THIS IS CRAP, AND COMPLETELY UNJUST, that I have been raped and lied to repeatedly, by the lowest of the low of imbecile 'women' on this planet. And ALL OF YOU NEED the INFORMATION, but nothing CHANGES MY PLIGHT, shall we call it THAT ? ? ? Nor, does anything ever turn my unconditional love, back into LOVE for myself, and toward all other human(e)s... AND I have been forced to WASTE MY WHOLE ADULT LIFE ON THIS BLOODY BULLSHIT ????????? FUCK YOU ALL YOUR HARD-HEARTED, BELLIGERENT, IGNORANT, STUPIDITY...
I HATE THIS EARTH, AND ALL OF YOU WHO PLAY THEIR STUPID GAME WITH THEM, THE SATANIC CATHOLIC CHURCH OF NAZI HELL ON EARTH. Many of you don't even realize, or CARE that you are helping them to murder ALL OF US, by following them, their FILTH AND STUPIDITY that RAISES SATAN ON HIGH, that has caused ALL OF US to reincarnate with troubles NOT OF OUR OWN MAKING. This Regime kisses Satan's-ruling ASSHOLE, just like you are helping them to do... Bart-Mark-Law-Finger, IS the satan who is putting 'leaders' in 'power' with the child-rape-theft of my own soul by FIN-GER, (German ass-covering), and I and TIBET, have been MURDERED BY BART-MARK-LAW-DYKE-FINGER 360 degrees of 'world dis-order' SINCE 1959, when I was aged 3, and raped FOR their '3D'... control...
First of all, the Catholic Church and their current Nazi Regime, who are STILL RAPING ALL OF US on this Planet, accessed MY soul with child-rape by a 'female,' if you could call her that, and a VICIOUS DEMON she was, when I was age '3'... [signifying 3rd Dimension Physicality, and the up-nose triangle of 3D EQUALITY...] But then the question for me became, EQUALITY WITH WHAT ? [Rape can NEVER cause 'Equality'...]
The Answers have been horrifying to me physically, psychically, and IN TRUTH, nothing short of exposing the Nazi Regime of Soul-Stealers for WHAT IT IS: A never-ending, reincarnating, raping-blaming-hell-on-EARTH, and in the WHOLE UNIVERSE, because one-bad-apple-DOES-spoil the whole BUNCH. Not protecting babes, begets MONSTERS...
Is this what all you egomaniacs WANT ? I don't. And I won't be back to help you, again, EVER... Not if I can help it. I took on the problems of the world, as it was my nature to do. And for it, I have received nothing but ENDLESS SATANIC HORROR. And I'm really angry at all of you who think your shit doesn't stink and it is your right to behave in a nazi-box-following manner of IMBECILES, who have no honor, and no brains, no heart and no care, at all, and laugh at same.
Is this what all you egomaniacs WANT ? I don't. And I won't be back to help you, again, EVER... Not if I can help it. I took on the problems of the world, as it was my nature to do. And for it, I have received nothing but ENDLESS SATANIC HORROR. And I'm really angry at all of you who think your shit doesn't stink and it is your right to behave in a nazi-box-following manner of IMBECILES, who have no honor, and no brains, no heart and no care, at all, and laugh at same.
I found out this past year, that my birth date is the SAME NUMBERS as EACH SIDE OF THE GREAT PYRAMID, 756.2 cubits, and THAT was a HUGE piece of the puzzle for me, as to WHY I was being forced to be involved with the 'Illuminati' psychically, at the TOP LEVELS, PAPAL TWELVE, FEDERAL BANK, PRESIDENTS, and EVEN SATAN HIMSELF... regarding things that I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ! ! ! And FULL OF 'Hollywood STARS' TO BOOT...
Naming 'Satan' has been done here, but no one can catch him... He's in too, too deep, and at the SUN, where he's made all his problems MINE, so that everyone blames ME, NOT HIM... and who IS the real nazi of Earth, who back-stabs me with 'Panama' finger-mommy, and Rhett, my first sex, Gone With The Wind, NAZI'S, and Rhett was GREEK, on top of it all, and he was the Paul Simon Song, "If I was the President," in Birmingham, Alabama, and Panama City, Florida.
Do you believe in the FEMALE GRAIL, being raped by SATAN, 7th SON OF THE 7th SUN, NOW ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Do you believe in the FEMALE GRAIL, being raped by SATAN, 7th SON OF THE 7th SUN, NOW ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
YOU FUCKING IMBECILES.
See, 'Satan' WANTS TO BE BABY-SAT, and have a BABY-SITTER FOREVER, so 'he/she' can be free to do ALL THE EVIL AND LIES AND STEALING THAT THEY WANT TO DO, UNIVERSE-WIDE, instead of the WORKS required FOR THEMSELVES.
SO, THEY RAPED ME WITH MY BABY-SITTERS: Donna Rice, Todd Keys, Linda Foley (who committed suicide by stabbing herself on a San Francisco Street when she was about age 20, and I was 18), Cindy Cole who got in trouble at age 16 for 'phoney phone-calls' and harassing my parents' Real Estate Agent neighbor family, which I NEVER KNEW WHY SHE DID THAT ! ! ! And I told her it was MEAN of her to be doing that. But I AM THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN FORCED TO PAY FOR CINDY COLE'S BAD BEHAVIOR, toward the 'Richard (Dick) Tipton' family, who was my classmate, (his elder brothers were Cindy's classmates), and when I was finally telling my friends at school about Cindy's bad behavior, Richard over-heard me, and I did not know him well enough to tell him directly, and so I was BLAMED for not telling on Cindy to my parents sooner. I had NO IDEA CINDY HAD GONE SO FAR AS TO SEND THEM A WHOLE SHOE-BOX FULL OF PHONEY-LETTERS... It HAS BEEN A COMPLETE NIGHTMARE OF ENFORCED 'WRITING MY LIFE IN DIFFERENT NAMED IN-K DKYE-RAPE-FINGER-DICK-PENIS-PENS, because of searching for these ANSWERS as to WHY there is no JUSTICE FOR THE INNOCENT, ONLY FOR DESTROYERS OF INNOCENCE.
Even now, I take care of someone who is mostly my own dad's energy, but within him is ALSO, my DEMONIC-CHILD-RAPIST-dyke-ignorance-of-a-soul, and he also contains my own mother's energy, and my little brother too. HOW COULD THAT BE ? ? ? WHEN HE IS 20 YEARS MY SENIOR ? ? ? AND NO BLOOD-RELATION TO ME, UNLESS THE SATAN CHURCH OF BLOOD-LINES HAS BEEN DOING THIS MANIPULATION of putting Satanic Imbeciles, in bed with whomever they can trash, who is of the 'good,' and reverberating upon ALL OF OUR SOULS, AND WITHOUT LOVE, GENETICALLY, SPEAKING, FOR CENTURIES, AND MAKING ALL OF US PAY SATAN'S WAY, WHEN ALL ARE SATAN FOR LETTING THIS GO ON ? ? ? ? ! ! ! !
WHY IS THE CHILD THE ONE WHO HAS TO TELL ON THE 'BABY-SITTERS' ? ? ? AND STILL, FOR A LIFE-TIME, NONE OF IT EVER GETS ALLEVIATED,
NOR IS JUSTICE TO THE INNOCENT EVER
ACCOMPLISHED ? ? ? And in fact, the Innocent are made to look as if they are guilty for HAVING FEELINGS, and for DOING WHAT IS JUST ? ? ? Not to mention, are we completely torn asunder with EMBARRASSMENT AT EXPOSING THESE FILTHY LIAR RAPISTS. FUCK THIS SHIT.
I AM NOT GOING TO 'BABY-SIT' THESE SATAN RAPIST FUCKS, ANY MORE.
See, 'Satan' WANTS TO BE BABY-SAT, and have a BABY-SITTER FOREVER, so 'he/she' can be free to do ALL THE EVIL AND LIES AND STEALING THAT THEY WANT TO DO, UNIVERSE-WIDE, instead of the WORKS required FOR THEMSELVES.
SO, THEY RAPED ME WITH MY BABY-SITTERS: Donna Rice, Todd Keys, Linda Foley (who committed suicide by stabbing herself on a San Francisco Street when she was about age 20, and I was 18), Cindy Cole who got in trouble at age 16 for 'phoney phone-calls' and harassing my parents' Real Estate Agent neighbor family, which I NEVER KNEW WHY SHE DID THAT ! ! ! And I told her it was MEAN of her to be doing that. But I AM THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN FORCED TO PAY FOR CINDY COLE'S BAD BEHAVIOR, toward the 'Richard (Dick) Tipton' family, who was my classmate, (his elder brothers were Cindy's classmates), and when I was finally telling my friends at school about Cindy's bad behavior, Richard over-heard me, and I did not know him well enough to tell him directly, and so I was BLAMED for not telling on Cindy to my parents sooner. I had NO IDEA CINDY HAD GONE SO FAR AS TO SEND THEM A WHOLE SHOE-BOX FULL OF PHONEY-LETTERS... It HAS BEEN A COMPLETE NIGHTMARE OF ENFORCED 'WRITING MY LIFE IN DIFFERENT NAMED IN-K DKYE-RAPE-FINGER-DICK-PENIS-PENS, because of searching for these ANSWERS as to WHY there is no JUSTICE FOR THE INNOCENT, ONLY FOR DESTROYERS OF INNOCENCE.
Even now, I take care of someone who is mostly my own dad's energy, but within him is ALSO, my DEMONIC-CHILD-RAPIST-dyke-ignorance-of-a-soul, and he also contains my own mother's energy, and my little brother too. HOW COULD THAT BE ? ? ? WHEN HE IS 20 YEARS MY SENIOR ? ? ? AND NO BLOOD-RELATION TO ME, UNLESS THE SATAN CHURCH OF BLOOD-LINES HAS BEEN DOING THIS MANIPULATION of putting Satanic Imbeciles, in bed with whomever they can trash, who is of the 'good,' and reverberating upon ALL OF OUR SOULS, AND WITHOUT LOVE, GENETICALLY, SPEAKING, FOR CENTURIES, AND MAKING ALL OF US PAY SATAN'S WAY, WHEN ALL ARE SATAN FOR LETTING THIS GO ON ? ? ? ? ! ! ! !
WHY IS THE CHILD THE ONE WHO HAS TO TELL ON THE 'BABY-SITTERS' ? ? ? AND STILL, FOR A LIFE-TIME, NONE OF IT EVER GETS ALLEVIATED,
NOR IS JUSTICE TO THE INNOCENT EVER
ACCOMPLISHED ? ? ? And in fact, the Innocent are made to look as if they are guilty for HAVING FEELINGS, and for DOING WHAT IS JUST ? ? ? Not to mention, are we completely torn asunder with EMBARRASSMENT AT EXPOSING THESE FILTHY LIAR RAPISTS. FUCK THIS SHIT.
I AM NOT GOING TO 'BABY-SIT' THESE SATAN RAPIST FUCKS, ANY MORE.
WHAT A HORROR THIS EARTH HAS BEEN FOR ME. AND I DO BLAME ALL OF YOU CATHOLIC IMBECILES FOR THIS WORLD OF SATANIC BABY-RAPE, BROADCAST-FOLLOWING FILTH. AND ANYONE ELSE WHO FOLLOWS, is only pandering to the LIFE-stealing, SOUL-stealing-AND-broadcasting RAPISTS OF THIS PLANET. You're IDIOTS, and you think it's okay to be so. It's INCREDIBLE.
I'm ASHAMED OF YOU ALL FOR LETTING YOURSELVES BE FORCED INTO FOLLOWING ANYTHING. AND NOT LIVING UPON YOUR OWN HONOR TO ONE ANOTHER. WHAT HONOR ? THERE ISN'T ANY ON THIS EARTH... I've LOOKED FOR IT, and never found it. Except in a VERY FEW. HAVE MANY OF YOU HAD THE KINDNESS TO BE HONORABLE AND HONEST WITH ME ? HARDLY ANY.
In ALL of my re-incarnations on Earth, I have NEVER been any part of the Catholic scenario, AND was even KEPT AWAY from their scenario BY THEM ON
PURPOSE ! ! NOW, I KNOW WHY... Portions of the 'Holy Grail' DO EXIST IN HUMAN FORM. WE DO NOTHING BUT THE GOOD, and PSYCHICALLY, which is what the Catholic Church KNOWS about us, our UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TOWARD EARTH, makes us work FOR THEM, psychically removing 'evils'... But it does not last for long, because no one is HELPING US... IT IS NOT OUR NATURE TO BE DESTROYERS, OF ANYTHING, OR ANYONE, EVER, AT ALL.. But the stakes have been so high in this incarnation for THEM, that for me, it has been nothing short of HELL to do all their work FOR THEM, ESPECIALLY ME being FORCED to work for my sexual-back-stabber, BART, and his Catholic HORDE, THE PIGS. And COMPLETELY UNTRUSTWORTHY FEELINGS THIEVES, who make no feelings, no love, and STEAL IT FROM THOSE OF US WHO DO MAKE FEELINGS, and who DO CARE, AND WHO DO LOVE.
PURPOSE ! ! NOW, I KNOW WHY... Portions of the 'Holy Grail' DO EXIST IN HUMAN FORM. WE DO NOTHING BUT THE GOOD, and PSYCHICALLY, which is what the Catholic Church KNOWS about us, our UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TOWARD EARTH, makes us work FOR THEM, psychically removing 'evils'... But it does not last for long, because no one is HELPING US... IT IS NOT OUR NATURE TO BE DESTROYERS, OF ANYTHING, OR ANYONE, EVER, AT ALL.. But the stakes have been so high in this incarnation for THEM, that for me, it has been nothing short of HELL to do all their work FOR THEM, ESPECIALLY ME being FORCED to work for my sexual-back-stabber, BART, and his Catholic HORDE, THE PIGS. And COMPLETELY UNTRUSTWORTHY FEELINGS THIEVES, who make no feelings, no love, and STEAL IT FROM THOSE OF US WHO DO MAKE FEELINGS, and who DO CARE, AND WHO DO LOVE.
EVERYTHING THE ACTUAL GRAIL-BLOOD DOES ON EARTH IS FOR THE GOOD. THAT is NOT SO of the Catholic Church of Child-Rapers, who have done THIS particular evil for so long, they do not CARE WHAT they have become, and THIS LIFETIME HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT A PURE HELL FOR ME, and the CHURCH IS CAUSING THIS HELL ON THIS EARTH, by allowing 'satan' to rape and lie to everyone with sex-theft of souls... AND EVEN BEYOND OUR EARTH, IS BEING AFFECTED BY IT, A HELL FOR EVERYONE, EXCEPT 'SATAN'S' who don't care if they mislead and steal SOUL from the Innocent. It is affecting EVERY STAR RACE... Nor will they EVER CARE, as they do not want to FIX ANYTHING, EVER, as their 'gods' only wish to WIPE THEIR very ASSES WITH ALL OF US, FOREVER. And YOU ALL are DOING IT, and EVERYONE I KNOW IS UNAVOIDABLY HELPING THEM TO DO IT, TOO. I have not seen one, single, FREE, SPONTANEOUS SOUL in my WHOLE ADULT LIFE SINCE 1987, 22 YEARS. They are not spontaneous, because they are playing a game of one-up-man-ship, that NEVER ENDS, and with NO FEELINGS IN IT. They despise those who have feelings, because TRUE FEELINGS ARE WHAT CARRIES US WHEREVER WE WANT TO GO IN THE UNIVERSE. And they STEAL FEELINGS by accessing souls with LIES FOR SEX-RAPE.
Over the last 200 centuries of their warring, raping, positioning, power-mongering, money-mongering, in-fighting FILTH OVER POWER, MONEY, AND 'BLOODLINES of BULLSHIT,' no less, they have affected almost EVERY SINGLE SOUL WHO RE-INCARNATES ON THIS EARTH, and that is ALL OF US. And they DO NOT give ANYTHING for the GOOD of us, but ONLY UTILIZE OUR SOULS in THEIR collective, that INCLUDES and 'balances out' their EVILS, FOR THEM... NOT, FOR US... AND ALL, to our endless torment and torture whenever we reincarnate, and ALL OF US DO SO, the liar Catholic Church of FILTH ON EARTH, who have kissed satan's ass for so long, they don't have a god, OR a christ, except the one's who are swept beneath the carpet-baggers...
My first 'sexual encounter,' AFTER the child-rape, was with my first boyfriend in 9th grade, SCOTT. It was only kissing. The music associated with SCOTT was Elton John, especially the song entitled, "YOUR SONG." He was blonde, his mother was red-headed, and his father had black hair. He was not adopted.
In 1996, I realized WHY my mother had introduced me to our neighbor SCOTT, BECAUSE OF the film 'Braveheart,' and the subsequent Presidential Election, that I FAILED MISERABLY TO BE ABLE TO PRODUCE NEARLY EVERYONE'S DESIRED OUTCOME, upon me, and that had fallen SOLELY UPON ME, with WHAT PEN-NAME, AND COLOR INK I WAS TOLD TO USE FOR SCHOOL THAT SEMESTER, 'THE CLASSIC STIC BIC'... After I failed at the pressures of the election upon me, Bic no longer made the pen called 'C-LASS-ic' but changed the name to 'Cristal Stic.' ['Crystal' had been a child-hood school-mate, who taught me to read the word 'chair' in first grade... And that name 'crystal' and the word 'chair' became clear to me much later in my life, TOO, but it is a 'secret' and I am not allowed to tell it, as I have been punished life-long for it, and it's not worth it to me to be punished again, for what I am not guilty of, which is NOTHING, for THAT matter...] In 1998-99, when I had nearly finished writing my whole life again in 'Cristal Stic' In-K, Princess Diana DIED. The 'Diane's' in my own life have CAUSED me RAPE, or in one case, one raped me psy-chic-ally, to my shear surprise and disgust.
In my life, From Wales, Tom Jones, was a particular favorite singer of mine, and who my father once brought me an autographed head-shot. But a mortal enemy to me, also from Wales, 'Alex McGowan,' (Irish name from Wales...), the name, has caused me NOTHING BUT TROUBLE, and HARM, in his original, blame of me, hatred toward me, FOR NO REASON that I can figure out, causing me a terrible LUCID NIGHT-MARE of HIMSELF BEING A TORTURER, one night, and then in the real, the next day continuing it, (with his red-headed Irish ice-skater student 10 year old Whitney,) even SAYING THE WORD 'nightmare' AT ME, he did, and his following behavior of LIES... (In the Lucid Nightmare, he was lobotomizing 3 men with a Robotic Arm, in an Oxygen Tent, and promising to do my 'surgery' which he never did... He was the 'J'anitor' of Hospital in the Dream... (Janet, my mother, and gate-opener of the demon child-rapist... My mother, born of rape by Norman Baldridge, her 'father,' who non-forcibly raped his wife Viola Schnelle's younger sister, 'Florence' (Italy), at age 16 she was, who knew nothing of sexuality, begatting my mother, and Norman, IMBECILE and RAPIST, died in Mussolini's Italy. Even the Old Testament warns of souls who are born of rape, as UNTRUSTWORTY, and Janet has been that to me...
In my life, From Wales, Tom Jones, was a particular favorite singer of mine, and who my father once brought me an autographed head-shot. But a mortal enemy to me, also from Wales, 'Alex McGowan,' (Irish name from Wales...), the name, has caused me NOTHING BUT TROUBLE, and HARM, in his original, blame of me, hatred toward me, FOR NO REASON that I can figure out, causing me a terrible LUCID NIGHT-MARE of HIMSELF BEING A TORTURER, one night, and then in the real, the next day continuing it, (with his red-headed Irish ice-skater student 10 year old Whitney,) even SAYING THE WORD 'nightmare' AT ME, he did, and his following behavior of LIES... (In the Lucid Nightmare, he was lobotomizing 3 men with a Robotic Arm, in an Oxygen Tent, and promising to do my 'surgery' which he never did... He was the 'J'anitor' of Hospital in the Dream... (Janet, my mother, and gate-opener of the demon child-rapist... My mother, born of rape by Norman Baldridge, her 'father,' who non-forcibly raped his wife Viola Schnelle's younger sister, 'Florence' (Italy), at age 16 she was, who knew nothing of sexuality, begatting my mother, and Norman, IMBECILE and RAPIST, died in Mussolini's Italy. Even the Old Testament warns of souls who are born of rape, as UNTRUSTWORTY, and Janet has been that to me...
In fact, I no longer love my family, which for me, is nearly impossible to have happened to me. I no longer love anyone that I have met on Earth, another impossibility, for me, as I used to feel a sense of love for everyone, unconditionally... And EXPECTED it returned from ALL OTHERS. IT HAS BEEN TOTALLY DESTROYED, not only in me, but in ALL OTHERS TOWARD ME ! ! ! ! It's UNBELIEVABLE. I have a few friends, but there is almost NO LOVE IN IT FOR ME, ANY MORE... AND NO LOVE COMES TOWARD ME THAT MEANS ANYTHING TO ME. The only reflection I can see, is my own, and THAT I DO LOVE, AND DO KNOW WHY...
But I don't love anyone here on Earth, unconditionally, anymore, as I used to... And if it came down to it, and I can't hold onto the balancing of Earth for 2012, I will let it fall... Because I should NOT HAVE TO BE DOING ANY OF THE HUGE LIGHT WORKS THAT I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO DO, FOR THE CATHOLIC NETWORK OF RAPIST, BROADCAST, SEX-MARAUDERS & SATANIC POLITIC WORLD POWER LIARS...
My mother was friends with SCOTT'S mother Francis (Scott Key ? ? ?, who wrote the Star Spangled Banner ? ? ?) and in MY LIFE AS Todd Keys, who was also a "baby-sitter" child-rapist to me AND my little brother when I was 6, and Wayne my brother was 4, and who I had to tell on, and who tied his testicles / 'balls' in red rubber bands and made us TOUCH them. Maybe THAT'S WHY I was FORCED TO meet Lucille 'BALL' when I was age 11, and who was with the Italian Henri Mancini when I was forced to 'meet' her... and WHY I've been forced to write down my life at least 20 times over since 1991, FOR THE PAST NINETEEN YEARS REPEATEDLY FOR SURVIVAL, in 'ball point pen' for their LIAR, MAGNETIC, BROADCAST, WORLD, PLANETARY FUCK UP. God DAMN YOU CATHOLIC NAZI'S AND ALL OF YOU WHO FOLLOW THE SATANIC BABY-FUCKER BY DYKE-BROAD-CAST SCREW-UP WORLD OF DISORDER and FILTHY 'Leaders' who are nothing of the SORT.
[I HATE YOU BIRD-FINGER SHIT-RAPE, and THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE, AND WHAT I MEAN. Do you know that this ONE LIFETIME OF RAPE WILL cause me ANOTHER 3,500 YEARS OF MYSELF BEING RE-INCARNATED TO REPEAT ALL MY WORK,
AGAIN ? ? ? AND WITH NO HELP FROM THE 'POWERS' that BE ? ? ?]
[I HATE YOU BIRD-FINGER SHIT-RAPE, and THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE, AND WHAT I MEAN. Do you know that this ONE LIFETIME OF RAPE WILL cause me ANOTHER 3,500 YEARS OF MYSELF BEING RE-INCARNATED TO REPEAT ALL MY WORK,
AGAIN ? ? ? AND WITH NO HELP FROM THE 'POWERS' that BE ? ? ?]
This Catholic Church is THE MOST HORRIFIC BROADCAST LIAR SATAN I HAVE EVER WITNESSED ON THIS EARTH, IN ANY OF MY MANY INCARNATIONS HERE. I'LL TEAR IT DOWN IF I GET TO... WATCH ME. AND ALL OF YOU BETTER STOP YOUR BABY-FUCKING WITCH HUNT TOO, you IDIOTS.
SCOTT'S father 'John,' was pretty intolerable to both SCOTT and his mother Francis, as he drank and beat them on occasion, I heard, but never witnessed, thankfully. SCOTT grew into a 6'5" giant by the time he was 14 years old, the last time I saw him, when our families met up to ski for a weekend. I never grew to more than 5'1.5", so we were not even close to a likely match for any future, in MY opinion, when I last saw him. And we had nothing in common to talk about by then, as my family had been living in a different state from his for the previous 2 years. The next 2 years we lived in different states further, and when I was 17, at the University of Alabama, Tuscaloosa, 1973 Homecoming weekend, (where Gov. George Wallace was at the Football Game that I did NOT attend, feeding a squirrel alone, I could only 'HEAR' him introduce the game...) My parents and brother met me for the Concert that night of, Peter Yarrow (of Peter, Paul & Mary, who'd known my real father, deceased in 1971...), and Liza Minelli Concert that Saturday evening. My mother told me that SCOTT had died, right before the concert started, hit by a truck, while pushing a motorless go-cart up the street, that broke every bone in his body, is what I was told. I cried, as the lights came up on Peter Yarrow singing, "That's enough for me, that's all the hero I need be..." [Big heroes in my life, ehyyy ?...]
My second boyfriend was GENE, parents were Mormon Latter-Day-Saints, but that didn't stop GENE from being his playboy self... [And THIS is where the Genetic-Manipulation of the GAME, BEGAN, ON MY LIFE, AND TO THIS WORLD OF WHO-TELLS-WHO WHO-CAN-BE-FRIENDS, AND WHO-CAN-MARRY-WHO, FAT BULLSHIT, WITH NO LOVE IN IT. And TONS of LIARS.] The summer before 10th grade he used to fire-up the Doors, (James the 'brother's of the brown-anal-fucking Catholic Church, 'brother' of Jesus, and 'Joseph' of Arithmea. I was born at St. Joseph's Hospital, in Kirkwood, MO.), Jim Morrison, the Charles Manson look-alike, LA Woman LP, to make out with me at puberty, as we were... Basically, before I consciously remembered that I had been child-raped, GENE did what my child-raper had done, used his finger. And later in my life, I can NAME THEM, THE RAPISTS, so did Bobby Cooper (1989), and David Webber (1991)... [How do you think they GOT 'coupe's' and the 'world-wide-web' ? ? ?] And it is STILL TO MY COMPLETE LIFE-DESTRUCTION AND EMBARRASSMENT. I HATE THIS EARTH, FULL OF SHIT.
SO THERE IT WAS, TWO FINGER-FUCKERS as the first TWO sexual experiences in my life, FIRST AS 'FEMALE' and THEN AS 'MALE,' so that all I EVER GET IN MY LIFE IS BIRD-FINGER-DICK RAPE BY BOTH SEXES, no matter where I turn SOCIALLY... And screwed to 'mars' on TOP of the Satan-360-degree of FINGER-DYKE, by my parents not caring about me, not one iotta.
AND my father's last name by his adoptive parents with TWO 'F's' in it: SHEFFER, and NO BLOOD RELATION TO ME, AT ALL. I never knew any of his family, except his twin sister Maxine who married a Catholic Italian, and YET was divorced by him after 3 children, due to his finding a younger, prettier woman, etc. His name was Tony LaNasa, and their children were Michael, Laurie, and Tony, my first cousins. Michael turned out to be 'gay', and when my father died at his friend 'Mike's' house in 1971, Michael Jackson became famous, the same month, and both my Cousin Michael AND Michael Jackson were from St. Paul, MN... When I first wrote this fact on the internet in my website last year, Michael Jackson died within two weeks of my post... Where do you think the 'Tony's' of the world-order of games COMES FROM... the grail-blood of my father, and his twin sister... that also has fallen upon me... And my brother's sons, my nephews are 'BEN,' and 'JACK...' Do YOU THINK THERE IS NOT A REAL GRAIL BLOODLINE ? ? ? I would never have believed it myself... Not in a million years. These ASSHOLES.
All the real, blood 'Sheffer's' whom I have met, have been BLONDE. I have no blondes in my heritage, of the 2 generations that I know of, except perhaps the German Schnelle's, who were my Mother's mother, and her Irish, Baldridge father. That makes me 1/2 French Canadian on my Father's side, and 1/4 each of German and Irish on my mother's side.
I CANNOT BELIEVE THE AMOUNT OF SUFFERING AND STUPIDITY THAT HAS GONE ON IN MY LIFE-TIME OVER THIS GOD DAMNED CHURCH OF BABY-FUCKING, SATAN ASS-KISSING LIARS. AND ALL OF US FORCED TO KISS THEIR EVIL, ENDLESS, FOLLOWING OF DISRESPECTFUL FILTHY RAPISTS ON EARTH. I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU ALL, and the imbecility with which you go about your nazi blame. I'm not one bit sorry for any of you who think your shit doesn't STINK, because it DOES. AND YOU YOUR BABY-RAPING, BROADCAST - FOLLOWING SELVES ARE TO BLAME. SATAN IS YOUR NAME.
